I broke up with my BF of 2 years..

Why?

Because I couldn’t do it anymore.. I couldn’t take the lies, the secrets, and the immaturity any longer. He is 24, I’m 21. He doesn’t have a job. He only had a job 4 months into our relationship, he wouldn’t attempt to look for a job. He would stay up all night long playing video games, only to go to sleep as I’m waking up for work and be back on his Xbox by the time I got off work. This went on for months. After telling him a handful of times that I feel like his Xbox is a bigger priority than I was, he’d stop playing for 2 days and go right back. He smoked weed and all he wanted was money for weed. He would sneak my debit card and use it without my knowledge. I could have $60 in my account and he’d still be asking for money for food or weed. He put NO effort into us. He never took me on a date. He cheated on me twice in the 2 years we were together. I should have left him then. He bought me a promise ring after selling Xbox games that I bought him. I was miserable for months. He would not grow up. If I didn’t give him something he wanted, he would go ask his mom for it. Everything was ALWAYS my fault. He’s epileptic and takes medication everyday. If I didn’t remind him to take his medicine, it would be MY fault if he had a seizure. And I couldn’t do it any longer. I told myself for months that it would get better, but it never did. I was so In love with this man, that i prayed to God everyday, begging him to change him. He never did. Instead I got other signs. Signs of leaving him. I cried myself to sleep for weeks. I couldn’t look at my boyfriend because I was already losing so many feelings. I felt so alone and Unwanted. And no matter how many times I told him how I felt, he would never change.

So I did it. I broke. I cracked. I finally left him. It’s been a month since I left him and I haven’t been happier! I’m not stressed out anymore. Ive had a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. Meanwhile, he’s already slept with 2 girls, he’s telling people the reason I left him was because I was in love with someone else and cheated on him. He’s saying I put no effort into the relationship when I gave him my fucking all. I chose him over my family SO many times. He literally tore me to pieces. It wasn’t an easy decision, but I feel so much better after doing it. For months I told myself that I needed to stay with him. That he needed me, but I couldn’t stay when he made me feel like I was nothing. I finally blocked him after getting 3 different messages from him asking why I’m at a certain place. I felt like he was constantly watching me and it made me so paranoid. I would get a text “I knew you were with other guys.” When I would be with a group of people. I got just the other night “Damn, slow down you’re driving like a m’f” as I was in a whole other town and he was there too. It really started to scare me.

Anyways, ladies (and gentlemen), if you’re not happy in your relationship and you tried over and over to fix things, don’t make yourself suffer. You’re better than that. Everyone deserves the best, and how will you know if you have the best if you’re unhappy in a relationship?