Just isn’t fair.

I’m heartbroken. I lost my daughter a month and 10 days ago and my boyfriends uncle and his uncles gf also have a daughter, a baby at that, that they named the same name as my daughter which hurts me deeply. I can’t help but feel hurt and heartbroken and idk I just don’t know how to not feel hurt by it. I should have my beautiful baby here with me and instead I have to deal with grieving and hearing others mention my baby’s name but not meaning my daughter and it’s heart wrenching. I know I don’t own the name but doesn’t mean it doesn’t sting hearing them call their baby who’s alive the name my baby has but who’s an angel in heaven. I envy them and god i just don’t understand why these things have to happen and what I did so wrong to deserve what I have to go through right now . I don’t know how to go through this