Another negative......venting sorry ladies

After so many months you would think it gets easier.... right now- it does not feel.... just hurts......

I feel like it’s the one thing that I just can’t achieve again!!! I had my first daughter at 17 and a still born two years later. I feel like I’m being punished for not protecting my second daughter... and my miscarriage 2 months ago..

I just feel lost and sad.. I feel like I’m losing hope that I will ever get pregnant again!

Sorry ladies- I’m just not doing ok... it’s been a really tough night!