I think I messed up..

A few months ago I started sleeping with my cousins friend. We’ve known each other for a year but we never flirted or expressed feelings for each other.

It just happened.

I think I’m scared of relationships so I just have fwb instead. I played around with him and told him he was a toy. I think he took it seriously.

He told me he hadn’t slept with anyone else in a while. Then we all go out to a club one day and he’s there with a girl holding hands and they leave together.

Apparently she sleeps over all the time and they are talking. It hurt me and I wasn’t expecting it to.

I feel like I’m the girl version of the movie Good Luck Chuck. Every guy I get with finds someone who isn’t me.