ITS SO HOT

Summer is upon us, except in Illinois apparently it went from winter to summer in a week, which is AWFUL. Today it was 98 degrees, I thought I was going to die. My fiance came home and he told me we could go outside and basically play in the sprinkler 😂 We have a pool it just needs to be fixed up. Also me trying to fit into any of my swim suits was one of the saddest things I've done. I didn't realize how much weight I've put on everywhere else... So my mom said I could use one of her swim suits so I could actually enjoy the outside. We went to walmart later & I bought one of those $10 kiddie pools, guess what I'm gonna be doing tomorrow. 😂😂 I feel like a whale, but oh well.

Also when people say "oh you aren't that big" Its hard to believe that when nothing fits & you went from being 130lbs to 170. I honestly think that's one of the things that irritate me the most.