Indent, evap or faint line?

I gave in and tested before af was due.... repeatedly. I got what appeared to be a faint line to me but the fact that I have PCOS and have struggled to get pregnant since I was 25 (now 31) makes me believe my eyes and these tests are playing mean tricks on me. Regardless, I think I’m coming to terms with the fact that I will never be able to get pregnant. Seeing negatives month after month breaks my heart.