After a year and three months it starts to get harder and harder with every negative test.

Kady • Engaged💍Happy 😊 Carrying baby #1 👪🍼

That feel when you're 6days late, but having PCOS, a missed period doesn't mean anything. Until of course you have all these other things going on with your body so you think, might as well just take a test, it can't hurt. So you wake up and take a test, sitting there letting it read and refusing to look at it for a long three to five minutes because you think maybe, just maybe this time its happened. It's been a year and three months of nothing and you just hope finally this is it. So you take the final leap and look at to then just be so disappointed to see that the test is clearly and I mean clearly negative. Like it was rubbing it in your face, and a little piece of you just dies and you just wanna crawl in a bed and cry all day.