Scared of 3rd labor and delivery

So I'm only 24w6d and I'm so scared to have my third child. The first go around was easy and I thought I could have a million kids if it was like that my second was horrible it was actually traumatizing probably one of the scariest moments of my life. So I keep thinking that this time around will be just as bad if not worse even though I have done this all before... I know it will happen the way it is suppose too, I'm not scared of the pain or anything. I feel as if it is an irrational fear but I truly can't get over it. My due date keeps getting closer and closer and it Is all I can think about