I wanted this so bad....

I was ttc for a year, and it was breaking me that we weren’t successful because all’s I wanted was to have a family. I finally achieved it, the month I stopped trying is the month I became pregnant, weird right? Anyways, I feel like I am dying... I puke all day... from food, water... anything I take in comes back out... and I’m exhausted from it... I feel weak. I hate constantly feeling this way, I don’t want to move positions because if I do....I may be uncomfortable and start puking again... I just can’t do this for seven ish more months and it makes me feel selfish because thEres so many women out there who would dye to be me...