Abortion

Hi all, so i just found out I’m 5 weeks pregnant. Here’s the problem though, my family are strict Catholics who are against sex and babies before marriage. Im not sure what to do at this point. I want to keep it but my life will be ruined and if i get an abortion i will feel guilty about it because I’ve always been against abortion. My sisters are pushing me to get an abortion. I’m really not sure what to do. I’m also scared of the procedure. I cant tolerate pain at all. I’m so nervous. Who has been through this before? My family are also against my relationship with my boyfriend because he’s not catholic. I need to make a decision right now but i feel stuck 😓