Confused.......

Ok so, its pride month and I have always been a long time ally! I have many gay, bi, and genderfluid/neutral friends and I love them all to death!

But I have always been slightly confused about myself...

I have always had a thought in my mind ever since I found out about lgbtq+, that I might be apart of it.

Im not scared to findout but im just curious, let me explain......

I have never thought of being in a relationship with a girl....but im not opposed to it. I want to be married to a guy and have sex with a guy, but again, im not opposed to making out or maybe having sex with a girl. But again, I do want to marry a guy, but at the same time, I dont care what happens as long as im happy.......

Ik that may sound like bisexuality, but I dont want to be in a relationship with a girl, I just kinda want to "have fun" or "experience" with a girl...but end up being ina relationships with a guy....

Please help.