In a weird place?

Hello everyone I’ve been feeling pretty alone lately. Aside from my fiancée I feel I have no one I can talk to about anything. I’ve been going through a lot in a short amount of time. New job, getting married soon, and on top of everything a miscarriage.

I have a few girl friends but like the one that’s supposed to be my best friend is very secretive and also can be very cheap/greedy she cares more about her money than anything. We hardly ever talk and when we do it’s mostly me doing the talking. But I didn’t even tell her about the miscarriage.

Part of me wants to tell her how I feel but part of me feels our friendship will never be anything more than superficial.