18 days late

no period. negative preggo tests, I had one positive but it was a vfl and think it was just EVAP. I just took another one lol and I seriously don't know why I tried cause it was a bfn. all the symptoms I've been having is little breast soreness and back acne. I feel emotional but because I just want my period!!! or a bfp!! why can't I just get one.... I can't believe I actually want my period to come lol I seriously think it's stressing and my body is outta wack.i was normal for the past 4 MONTHS!