Advice 💁

So my hunny & I are public (our relationship status & I post & tag him I'm stuff) .. I know some of you do this .. BUT I spy on him .? I guess .. Lol .. I see stuff that he likes on S.M & it does not help when he's active on FB or Insta & doesn't text me back .. most are Insta models but on his FB he like other females pictures .. Especailly this one chick .. it gets me mad cause she pretty .. skinny .. she more educated than I am & I feel insecure & low cause I know that maybe she catches his eye .. I don't want to make a big deal of it & I talked to him about it earlier & he tells me "I'm yours, I'm gonna put up with you for a very long time, & don't think that way cause it'll just push me away from you .. I'm here, you have me"

I know its my insecurities taking over & my over thinking .. But I'm scared cause for the first time I have someone who loves & cares for me .. So I guess my question is .. how do you push these negatives out .? how do I feel more confident with & of myself .?