Want to feel loved

I just really want to feel loved and wanted! I’m probably going to sound really needy and childish but I’ll explain!

I know my family love me, but it’s kind of like a necessary kind of love...I was born into the family so they have to put up with me. They didn’t chose to love me, it’s just a thing that they do...idk if that makes sense!

But anyway, I want someone to pick me and love me voluntarily! I want them to care for me because they want to not because they have to! I just really want to feel needed...

I’m not sure if people feel the same but I hope so haha