I’m just over it.

I try my best at everything I do and hope to feel like I’m important or a role model or just doing something for others and I know there is that saying there will always be someone better, prettier,etc. but I never get anything! I seems selfish but I tryout for a team I don’t make it I sign up for a camp spot I don’t get it. I just need someone to help me. But I know no one will see this but that’s ok I guess.