Pregnancy for me

Being pregnant is such a blessing, it’s something my husband and I have been hoping for since our last miscarriage back in January/February (we have had a total of 4 pregnancies together, all have ended in miscarriage, hopefully we carry full term and finally get our rainbow baby) but holy fuck!!! I’m constantly nauseated, I throw up at least 3 times when I get nauseous... my back hurts, my nonexistent boobs hurt and omg I need a nap! 😩 And this is just the start of it! We are only 4 weeks along!!!

I know it’s gonna be worth it in the end, but right now... why? Why did my husband and I want this so bad! And can I get that nap now?? Lol