I am terrified how I’m going to handle being a first time mom AND to twins! I’m worried about how rough it’s going to be once they get here, but most importantly getting them here! Most people assume you get a scheduled c-section right off the bat with twins, but I want to have them vaginally and live an hour and 45 minutes from the hospital I want to have them at. There’s a tiny hospital in the small town I live in, but doesn’t have a NICU and I wouldn’t trust their staff with my life let alone my twins! I’ve worked there so I’ve seen the bad shit that goes on there. Just want them to be here already and not worry so much about the bringing them into the world part.