Needing encouragement

I’m 9 weeks pregnant and this is exhausting. I’m sick from the second I wake up until I fall asleep. I cry every day thinking about having to wake up the next day and do it over again. I can’t even get myself to shower. The second I come home from work I lay in bed for the rest of the night. I feel pathetic cause every other woman in the world has gone through this so why is it so hard for me? I feel very resentful towards this baby which is horrible cause I’ve wanted this for so long. Feeling really depressed right now