Wanting to cry

LaLa

So me and my best friend have been both having pregnancy symptoms all week,, we both took tests and hers was positive mine was negative well I had an faint line I’m convinced it was an evap line. I genuinely can not be happy ... AM I A BAD FRIEND??

***December 5, 2015 I had a beautiful baby girl. Had two miscarriages after her. Got pregnant found out it was another little girl at 38 weeks my baby heart stopped beating (April 19,2017 was her bday) . Had to bury my own child. WORST THING EVER. Since that pregnancy I’ve Had multiple miscarriages and I just want another baby 😭😭😭 sorry really upset and just want to lay here and cry !!!