I’ve been having sad days a lot lately
I haven’t been myself
I see that I have l been distancing myself from everything and everyone
I don’t go out as much parties don’t seem fun anymore
And this “love” thing...
I do want a guy to love me but I just ever feel the same towards them
Yes I may talk to guys all the time but I’m on a serious note they don’t mean anything
I found that I neglect the guys that like me,they are nice guys, idk just I don’t feel the same towards anyone .And it’s really hurting like I haven’t found someone for me ,the one for me
Once a guy tries to be nice I just don’t know it’s really staring to bother me.
My friends are there when they need me but once I need them they aren’t there
They act all different during different circumstances.
It’s all about them never about me
It’s not ok
I can’t cry
I can’t feel
I can’t really laugh
I’ve been feeling like drinking off my feelings.
And trying ignore them
But I can’t
It’s something I can’t do
I really miss the way I was
Before I got my heartbroken
Before when I was a happy little girl with no worries .
- [ Little happy girl ]