Pregnancy test anxiety *UPDATE*

I have this feeling I might be pregnant. My partner and I haven’t been trying, but I have 2 children and my intuition tells me I’m pregnant. Plus I’m having mild symptoms. My period is due in 5 days

I want to test but I get the worst anxiety over pregnancy tests because deep down I would love another child, and even though I wasn’t trying, getting a negative result would be disappointing. Just the act of taking a pregnancy test is me telling myself that my hopes are up.

Does anyone else feel this way?

Are there any words of encouragement you can share before I got get some tests in the next few days?

* UPDATE*

Turns out my intuition was right