I hate working 😭😭 I know I have to work to have any kind of decent life but I actually fucking hate it. I used to be so goal oriented and driven and after my rape I just don’t know what I want to do with my life anymore. It’s been two years I have to move on. I just wish I could remember how the fuck I was before he did what he did. 💔😩 I know that’s not what this app is about I just literally had nowhere else to say it. I need motivation. I need a miracle. Plz pray for me or just send me positive vibes if you’re not religous. I refuse to let him win anymore.