Pregnancy/TTC rant

Rant: I’m trying to be positive about this whole TTC thing but I feel like I didn’t do anything right! Even though I following my ovulation using opk I take my prenatal we’re using preseed, had sex on the days we were supposed to and used soft cups. It’s my first month actually trying and I still feel like I’ll get a negative in 3 weeks even. I’m just sad and I’m only 1 DPO😢 I’ve just lost hope while still trying to be positive.

EDIT; before everyone jumps down my back. We’ve been not trying but not preventing for 2 years and I thought I would’ve pregnant already and even though we weren’t trying it was still hurting me getting negatives every month