Dear Addiction,

I don't know why I started this off with an endearing greeting. I hate you. Hate what you're doing to my family, my husband. But most of all, I hate you because I don't know if my son is gonna have his daddy around. I think of leaving him because you are in his life. I often wonder if he'd be better off without him or if It's better to stay so I know my son is safe when he's with him. I know he will fight for him.

It's almost like you're another woman. A greedy side bitch who refuses to let him stay home with his family even one night of the week. When he doesn't have you, he sleeps, he is not mean or angry, thank God. But he hurts physically. He isn't dope sick. Just out of energy, like the time he spends with you drains him so he can't spend any with me when you're not around. You sicken me. Why would you take such a wonderful man and hurt him like this? Take everything from him? You have a home, we haven't had one several times because of you. You feed on his weakness when I've went to work tired and weak to feed you.

He is a wonderful man and will be a great father if you would let him go. Why must you have so many? Why can't you be satisfied with others and leave my family be? How many times will he promise it's the last time? How many times will I have to threaten to leave before I do?

It hurts to think about being away from him. He is a good man. Doesn't disrespect me, doesn't fight over petty things, loves me unconditionally. Picks me flowers, takes me on Sunday cruises. He doesn't even lie to me about when he's been with you. Even though he knows it will end badly. I love this man and just want him to get better. Want him to realize his wife and unborn son are more important that a high..

Sincerely, A pleading heart.💔