Dear fuck buddy

It all started when you found out I sent nudes again then you came over and we started dating again. I never told anyone this but I hated the fact that every time after that day you came over we had sex, it hurt me but made me feel good at the same time. I lost my v-card to you and you lost it to me, we were each other’s first time. I felt that was a special moment we shared but since we only have sex now it’s different. I feel like you didn’t cherish me and now I feel like a sex toy. I wanted to believe that I fell in love with you and I did and I kinda thought you did too but one day when we had a deep conversation about us not being together anymore and that we are just fucking now, felt like a million bullets went through my heart. It hurt for a second but then I got over it. Then I didn’t because when you started posting an 11:11, which you never do, made me feel like crap because I had realized that right in that moment I never stopped loving you... You said that you just did it too mess with people but I don’t believe that you like her, I love you...

Love,

Someone who you used to have feelings for