Dear Alexander

I almost texted you today, three times. But every time I stopped myself because I need to stop running to you. You used to text me every morning and I’d wake up with a smile on my face because I knew your message was waiting. But then that stopped. And then you stopped texting me first and I realized I was now chasing you. Constantly running to you and you knew I would so why would you ever try and run to me? But you need to chase me if you want me. If your not willing to run to me I can’t continue to run to you, I’m just going to get hurt. So three days, I’m giving you three days in which I will not be the first to text you. This first day was so hard, I wanted to talk to you so bad. I want to ask you how your day has been. I want to know what you’ve been up to since you got back to your hometown. So please, for once, chase me.