feeling EMOTIONAL

my husband and I been trying to have a baby for 2 years now and it's been really hard, but for the past few months we've found ourselves arguing alot and its no signs of it getting better. so last night he didn't come home and i felt stressed and ready to just give up, but something told me to take a pregnancy test this morning before working because my period is late and guess what??? positive, so i took another one and guess what positive, and now im just feeling confused. its like he took all the excitement and joy out of this for me😢 and i just keep crying. i really don't know what to do