I may have done something horrible

So, my best friend is in an open relationship with her boyfriend, who I have known for years. I went to a concert with them a couple days ago, and when I got home me and my best friend got wine drunk in the bath together and made out. Then I went and cuddled with her boyfriend almost naked, made out with him, and almost fucked him. She knows nothing but I want to continue doing this.

EDIT: I just found out they made a list of people who is okay to have sex with and I’m on it lol. Also: we had a chat and she is okay with it so 🤷‍♀️