I was bawling today

I’m not even sure yet that I’m pregnant but I’m pretty late and had unprotected sex during my fertile window using the pull out method (not my finest move) and I’ve already decided that if I am, I’m not keeping it. But today I cried so hard at the thought of it. It’s such a hard thing to think about doing but it’s the best thing to do in this situation.. it’s just not easy at all and I cried so much about it today.