Do you feel like you are being punished??

Since I have started this journey to start a family, 4 of my best friends have gotten pregnant, I helped organise the showers, visited them in the hospital after the births and been to the 1 year birthday parties! Today, a good coworker/friend told me she got pregnant while on the pill. Oops, accident!

I can’t shake this feeling of what did I do to deserve this? Why can everyone get there happily ever after and I’m stuck on fertility drugs that make me sick and it still isn’t working.... What do you guys do to stay positive and not get hopelessly discouraged??