Emotional Rollercoaster 😓

Don’t really have anyone to talk to, and have found this app to be very helpful. This will be long, but here goes..

My boyfriend and I have been together for about 5 months. Things are great, and I love our relationship.

June 2nd I was supposed to start my period. Missed it. Couple days later my mom sat with me while I took a pregnancy test. We both read(what we thought) was a positive... Went to my boyfriends house and told him the news. He was not happy. His dad is a traditional guy, and he was going to be very disappointed. Neither of us were really ready, we were both scared (I’m 20, he’s 24)

Later that night my mom told me to look over the test. Turns out we both read it wrong.. I was a little hurt. 😓

I wasn’t convinced that I wasn’t pregnant though. I had odd spotting, flu like symptoms, nausea, weird cravings. Took several test and got a couple negatives, a couple faint lines. Finally went in to get a blood test done, and it came back negative... did a lot of thinking and realized that was for the best, it will happen when the time is right. But when my man called to ask how everything went, I broke down. 😭

This whole situation has been super emotional for me. I don’t even know how to feel about it all. 😓

First I’d like to ask, has anything like this happened to anyone else? Or am I just stupid for reading the test wrong?😞 Also wanted to thank everyone on here for getting me through these past couple weeks. Seeing your stories is so inspiring, and the advice is great. I love this app so much. 💓