My story

Rosie

Currently im out in Anchorage Alaska. I live in the "bush" my town is called Sand Point. I found out i was pregnant back in November of last year and my now fiance and I were excited. Found out it was a girl sometime in march I believe. I came out here to Anchorage on the 12th of this month and im being induced on August 2nd. I left behind my fiancé, cat (who ive had since she was 4 weeks old, she's my whole world) and our dog who has never been away from us like this before and i am finding it very difficult to be away from them like this. I have depression and severe anxiety which I am currently taking nothing for because of the risk to my daughter. I don't know how im going to get through these next 6 weeks. I just want to go home back to my family. I need some advice on how to get through this without having anxiety attacks every day. i keep getting really stressed out because I had asked a friend to watch my dog and make sure my cat was fed and watered every day and hang out with her for about an hour or two every day so she didn't feel like she was abandoned and when my fiance came in from tendering he told me that she wasn't spending time with her because she kind of acted out violently towards her, this is only my cats second time being away from me for a long time. The first time we were still living at my parents house but now we are in our own place and this is a first for her again. I just don't know what to do. I cant help but just want to be extremely selfish and want to go home so i can be with my pets. Please help me..😭

This picture shows just hoe far away from home i am right now. Its over a 2 hour flight.