Out of Hell

I finally graduated. I feel ready for what's next to come but I don't want to leave one person behind. I know that it isn't completely possible to keep people from high school in your life especially in my circumstances since that person is going to the marines while I'll be in college.

The person is an old boyfriend that's been a friend for a long time after that. My last year with him has been the most interesting. I still love on of his friends but I got over it. All the important things that happened with this friend in December.

For this part I'll use their initials.

Late November early December I liked how my ex and friend at the time was treating me. Because of that I started having feelings for him. I felt like they came out of nowhere. I didn't want L.Y to know because I thought that the feelings I had for him would go away because they would go away for other people fairly quickly. I decided that all I had to do was act like I didn't have any feelings for him.

I told one of my our mutual friends, K.C that I had feelings for the L.Y. At lunch K.C told me "you know you and your crush aren't gonna be together". I already knew that so I left that alone. On another occasion with K.C when I knew for sure that I had feelings for L.Y he came late to school one day. I knew I really liked L.Y because when I saw him I got this burst of energy. I jumped, and screamed. I threw K.C's tray away. L.Y walked out of the lunch room when he came and sat down I acted like I did nothing. To be honest I scared myself because that was the first time that I've ever done anything like that. About a month later me and L.Y talked about it he saw everything I was so embarrassed.

What briefly ruined our friendship was that I slept with another guy while we were supposedly talking. In the beginning of it I enjoyed it but when the month ended I stopped having feelings for L.Y. When he found out he was enraged by it. Me and L.Y spoke about what happened and it turns out at the time we felt the same way but he didn't tell me because I still wanted my other ex boyfriend. He didn't get it if I knew I wouldn't have acted the way I did.

Now me and him made up. I got over all of the things that he was doing because we got closer to graduation. I knew I had no choice because I love him as a friend. I knew I was going to miss him after graduation so whenever I'd get angry at him over petty stuff I'd get over it within a few minutes. It was so funny acting like I was mad at LY. There was one day that he was looking at my friend's butt I got mad because every day he would flirt with her. He's a natural flirt so I would always get mad about it.

As our graduation date got closer I stopped caring about the rules of my school all that I cared about doing what I wanted. Everyday we would go to the media center and I'd sit on his lap while he'd play games on the computer. We got caught a few times but it wasn't anything major. When we didn't he'd massage my pussy I kept laughing not to moan. All the seniors knew what we were doing but I didn't care.

I planned for me and my friends to go to the movies to so that all of us could have sex. I wanted to see Deadpool 2 because it felt like the right thing for me and L.Y to see since we seen the first one together. We ended up seeing Ocean's 8.

But down to the important part. We kept moving around just to find the best seats to have sex. Yes I said sex. He was grabbing boob then he massaged my pussy. I was moaning but as quiet as I could because it wasn't the right movie to moan during. He started fingering me on my head I kept saying “damn”. Then he said he should sit in my seat then I sit on his lap. That's when I felt like everything went wrong. I was surprised we were having sex in the theater in fact I still am surprised. He was choking me, he gave me a hickey. After he was done fingering me he tried to put his fingers in my mouth I don't know why I got so mad but we still finished. W had his jacket over us so no one would see what was going on if they were passing by.

I'm pretty sure he was about to cum so I got back in his original seat. He went to put a condom on but my “friend” was putting lotion my L.Y's bro's dick the both us stopped what we were doing just to laugh. Even now I'm still laughing at what happened. He came in the condom then the lights turned on. I got up so fast to save my ass I forgot who he was for a sec. When I got up his bro and his girl saw his dick. I knew what happened but I wanted to act like I didn't because it was so funny. All four of us were laughing at what I had just done. I was laughing while saying “I'm sorry I'm so sorry”. While I was laughing I looked at my other “friend” who had no idea what happened.

I got up and fixed myself then went to sit with my “friend”. I could barely walk straight so I held on to the wall that separated the rows. I sat down telling my “friend” about what happened. We were laughing so hard I forgot I had a dress on so I put my legs up to my chest. When I tried to get up I couldn't. When I did I sat back down. I got up on my own struggling to walk. On the way to the bathroom L.Y smacked my ass.

All three of the girls walked out using the wall to help us walk since we couldn't walk straight. I kept laughing on my way to the bathroom.

When the both of my “friends” got in the bathroom we told our stories. I couldn't help but laugh at everything that happened. I was the first one out so I had to help one “friend” clip her bra. I saw things that I didn't want to see ever again. Then with the other I had to unbutton her dress.

When we walked out I looked at L.Y and started laughing again. I said I was sorry one more time then he told me to sit next to him so I did. Then my friend that gave his bro a handjob was trying to hit L.Y with the hand that had his cum on it. She didn't stop until they shock hands.

We left and I started walked a little better. We got outside then the forks went in Victoria Secret while the boys stayed outside. I was still laughing while we were inside.

We were walking back to the green line when L.Y decided to look for his graduation tickets. He couldn't find them so the boys went back in the theater while the girls left. On was left downtown waiting for her bus me and the other girl took tthe train. I couldn't sit because I was sore. When I got on the bus I had to turn to the side so I wouldn't be in that much pain. I was sore for two days after that I'm surprised I'm okay today.

There was a graduation party L.Y didn't go to so I had to babysit three drunk people. It was kinda fun. I texted L.Y but I was surprised he texted me back because he doesn't have a phone. I didn't know this until he kept texting me he's really irritating but I'll still care about him. Earlier he said he missed me him saying he missed someone is weird because I'm used to him not caring. I guess we'll talk about it when he gets the chance to text me back.

I feel like this time me and him are serious about each other because before he got irritating I asked him when he was going to do what he needs to do did the marines because I wanted to continue hanging out with him. He basically said I can't be a hoe because when he does that it'll be a long time from now. I'm happy because now I can casual sex whenever I want.

I did tell him about how him and the guy that I lost my virginity to made me feel like goldlocks. he kinda didn't understand until I said they were both beds. The guy I lost my virginity to was too soft a while L.Y was too hard. He told me "sometimes it's good to be too hard" it will only be when I'm no longer becoming sore after we have sex.

All that I need to do is try to let loose while I'm having sex. I want to take co trol but I feel like if I do I'll mess up. With L.Y I took forever to have sex with him because I wanted it to be perfect so I wouldn't disappoint him but I don't think I did because he still wants a part two. Hopefully I'll have the nerve to grab his dick.