I don’t know how I feel...

I wanna start by saying I’m 22. I have a stepdaughter whose 7 years old and this year has became my world. I’m also 325lbs , 5’4 and just a week and a half ago got approved FINALLY for a gastric bypass. I wanted my doctor to take out my IUD after having it in for a year because my periods where on going for 10-12 DAYS (from 4Days) and the cramping was unbearable. She suggested the NuvaRing as a different birth control last month. Now one week ago l took it out because it is now time for me to have my first period. And it has not come!!! I had my hubs go to the store for me to get a pregnancy test. And low and behold...

What looks like a positive pregnancy test. I’m devastated. And joyful. But scared what this is going to mean for my health and finances.

And a bit numb too...

Im so afraid of gaining more weight. I was hoping this weight loss surgery would be my first step in becoming a bride then new maternal mother..