Miscarriage in process @ 6 weeks

Hi ladies 👋🏼 looking for some support out there. In the process of going through a miscarriage at 6 weeks. This is my 3rd miscarriage. Had two last year, really took the last one really hard last year. I am not sure 🤔 how I am suppose to feel. It’s like I feel nothing, no emotions whatsoever. Is that normal? Does it make me heartless not feeling anything during this miscarriage? I’m so over it!!! I really just want to actually carry full term and have a healthy baby 👶 Gosh God give me strength!!!