Young mum, abort or not? Help pls

I need some real help and I feel like I can't quite talk to my family or friends yet. I'm about 5-6weeks and just found out. I am very against having an abortion (Not for everyone just for myself) and always thought that no matter how old/young I was I wouldn't abort and I have no intention on doing it however my partner is very against having this baby. Mind you we will be 20 when baby is born and he feels that it will ruin our relationship and just ruin our lives. I don't want to put him in a situation where he is unhappy and doesn't this but it goes against everything I believe in to just get 'rid' of my baby? Opinions? I know having it older it more ideal but I still can't just get rid of it because its not necessarily the right time... 😰