feeling extremely frustrated today.

I've got to say I've got the mommy envy bug bad today... two people I know gave birth in the last two days. I've quit using this app cuz it just makes me sad every month I don't get a positive. lost my first pregnancy in April after trying for 3 mos prior,and we've been trying for our rainbow ever since. I'm just feeling pretty down today seeing everyone get to start their families and me and my love haven't gotten our chance yet...being jealous about something so wonderful makes me feel horrible but I can't shake it :/