well I finally did it no heads up no note no nothing just deleted off my accounts on social media. I finally said I'm done with out telling him I'm done I just can't do this anymore I can't just sit around waiting around to be good enough for him honestly I never thought I would have those feelings for him again and I didn't even realize that they were coming back until today but that's never gonna matter to him so I'm done when I'm no longer messaging him to see how's he doing when sends me messages in the middle of the night cuz he feels like he has no friends and I don't answer he figure out what he gave up. I can't believe I'm gonna say this but a part of me is gonna miss him and it's taking all that I have not to unblock him