So ladies,

I am no longer bitter, No longer jealous, no more angry and no more sad. I'm going to let God take his course and let everything play out how it's supposed to be. He doesn't want me to rush anything or pressure myself nor let my mind control my thoughts. Things take time. When he feels like I am ready for a baby he will give me my baby ❤️ and I'm okay with that. I've learned to give MY life to him and let him decide when I am ready. I know in my heart that my time will come sooner OR later. I'm so happy and excited for all of you mommies!!! and soon to be mommies! ❤️ god always has a plan and he never ignores our cries ❤️ or wants ❤️ or needs❤️ to all the ladies who have talked to me, and never judged me and always helped me with rough situations thank you so much ❤️