Drunken Asshole

My fiancé doesn’t drink often but when he does he is a fucking Asshole. He got drunk at his moms (45 mins from where we live) and tried to say he was okay to drive home and it was very obvious he wasn’t.

So the whole time in the car he’s saying let him drive or he’s getting out and opens his passenger door WHILE IM DRIVING. I’d also think it’s worth noting I’m 9 months pregnant and not trying to risk losing our baby. He’s also a CDL driver so him being pulled over for anything could result in him losing his license/our future sole income

We get home and he’s still yelling and calling me a bitch and saying he doesn’t even wanna be with me and he already knows he’s just gonna be a weekend daddy who has to pay child support. Punches a dent in the wall/ kicks down the baby gate breaking it/ and is still slamming doors and throwing things.

I’m so pissed off and can’t believe he’s acting like a child when I’m about to be giving birth in the next 30 days! He has such a supportive family and I don’t and I wish I did because nights like tonight I would have packed my shit and stayed somewhere else. My feelings are so hurt I just cried all night and honestly feel so bad for our baby. I hope he doesn’t act like this once he’s born because I don’t think I could stay. 😞