Discouraged about Vbac

ThisLittleNest • 💏 Married 8/13/2011, 🎀 10/13/2016 🎀, 🤰🏻 10/14/2018 🎀

Today was my 24 week appointment. In the beginning of my pregnancy I felt very strongly about trying for a VBAC but the closer I get to my delivery date the less I want to risk it. Also, today my obgyn told me that they recently had a uterine rupture where the baby died. She said she isn’t sure if they will be allowing Vbacs anymore. Not only is there now the possibility that she won’t offer it but also that scared the sh&! Out of me. I now don’t think it’s worth the risk of my baby. The further along I get the more I feel protective of this baby and Now I don’t think I’ll be trying for a Vbac. I’m feeling all kinds of emotions about it, sad, scared, nervous for another csection, unsure. It’s just a lot of emotions. I don’t know if anyone else has experienced this or ended up changing your mind. I’m trying to exercise a lot more this pregnancy to hopefully help with the recovery either way.