The genetic testing

My husband wants to do the genetic testing to see if we are high risk for downs, Edwards, etc. I don’t want to do this. He says he doesn’t want to spend his whole life raising a child that won’t be able to be successful on its own. But regardless of that risk, I know I will not make the decision not to have my baby. We’ve been together for 15 years and we already have one kid, and before I had a child I always thought I was pro-choice. But after holding and touching and wanting a baby, I won’t ever turn away what I’m given. I am just praying the testing comes back fine so I don’t have to tell him I’m never choosing not to have my baby... (just wanted to say this sort of out loud)