I’m so jealous

I’m so jealous and upset when other people hold my baby. I’m a FTM and I only like my husband and I to hold her.

Each time someone holds her I can only stand for a few minutes before I desperately want her back. I never say anything or ask for her back, but I cry in my head.

It’s especially bad around my in laws!! They’re very sweet people, but I don’t connect with them at all and I don’t even want them to hold her at all.

Again, I don’t say or do anything, just die internally.

Does anyone else feel this way??