****I've never done the deed****

I'm 21 years old woman and I haven't masturbated. Honestly just the thought of touching myself turns me off and is just too creepy for me. But I want to get to know my body better and have a healthier relationship with it. I want to start stop being sexually shy and learn how to make myself feel good, I just don't know where or how to start. I don't know how to get outside of mind when it comes to something like this. So ladies I need some serious girl talk advice!!