Having a rough day.

It’s my day off and I woke up at 4am feeling like I was dying. It felt like I ate a raw Jalapeño on an empty stomach. I was so constipated and thought I was going to puke. I sat there for like 2 hours and was finally able to go and then it turned into diarrhea. Went to sleep and woke up not long after to go again. It’s been about 6 hours and I felt okay when I woke up but then I ate and I feel horrible again. Ahhhhh.. I’ve had it easy so far but this is rough.

I’ve also been having horrible dreams. I rarely do that but it’s been so often lately. I’m more nervous, scared, worried, everything this last week or so as I get closer to getting out of the first trimester. I’m freaking out that something is going to happen. 😭