i dont like this at all

I don't like being pregnant at all. I am 8 weeks. I hate all food. I sleep all the time. Ive lost interest in my partner and have barely touched him in weeks. he is incredible and supportive but it's annoying because I feel so crappy. I miss my old life. when I had energy and didn't want to puke all the time. I miss food. I miss liking water. there is nothing fun or exciting and this pregnancy. I feel it was a huge mistake and we should have adopted like we talked about. so many babies and kids that need love and I am here pregnant and hating it. I was sicm i recently I was told my tumor is ok and the cyst on my ovary is not ovarian cancer. I had a new zest for life. I was finally able to relax about my health and then I got pregnant and have felt shitty since day 1. I want to feel healthy and normal again. this isn't fun. I want off the ride. I want to help another human being and don't want to suffer anymore. this sucks.