Small or big those it really mater?

I’ve been with 4 sex partners in a span of 13 years I know boring lol. And yet I’ve had the best sex with only 2 and all Different sizes might I say. My first experience was at age 17 it was my first and his first 🙄 all I can remember was pain and wanting to stop so we did and that was the end of that. His penis was a good size now that I remember 😂 the second Man I was with was at age 18 and his penis was massive!! And yet he would only erect with a hand job we only had sex if you can call that sex once. His penis was massive and I blush just thinking of it lol and yet as soon as it all started it ended. He was all bark and no bight we lasted less than 3 min then he cried and apologized. The third man had a thin penis and I say thin and small but how that man pleased me I don’t know lol it was mind blowing 🤯 wow 😁he would pleasure me for At least 45min to an hour non stop. And the last man I’ve been with has been my husband he knows me better than anyone in this world he knows what I like and what I love in bed. His size is not massive or small it’s just the perfect size and his been the only man that has made me squirt non stop for 11 years 😁 his been the only man to give me oral and oh man when he does it my eyes roll almost till I see my own brain 😂 moral of the story small things might surprise you and big things might disappoint you or Vice versa depending on the person lol