11dpo

I want to cry and count myself out so bad 😭😭 everything that’s going on is pointing to pregnant, but I keep having negative tests! I have lower backache, mild cramping, on and off nausea, fatigue, diarrhea from 4dpo-9dpo and now constipation from 10dpo to now, I had pale pink spotting at 6dpo, and have been having frequent headaches. I have literally felt pregnant from the moment I woke up at 6dpo and I knew I was going to spot that day and I did! But with every negative test, I keep doubting my gut feeling and I start thinking it’s all in my head. Should I just count myself out this month? At this point I’m just waiting for af so that we can try again 😢😢