I Just Don’t Know.

I’m all freaked out and can’t sleep because I keep having nightmares. My boyfriend and his buddy were drinking last night I was asleep for most of it. I woke up and my boyfriend was fine and joking around and in under 5 seconds he went completely unresponsive he looked like he fell asleep I wanted to take him into bed and let him sleep he ended up acting all weird and his friend made the decision we should get him to the hospital. At the er the nurse pulled me aside and said it was a good thing we didn’t lay him down or he probably would have died because he was throwing up but it wasn’t coming out. She said he would have choked and we would t have known. I’m totally freaked out at the fact that I almost killed him today and I feel like total shit and keep having nightmares where we did get him to bed and he did die